This week I found another connection between writing and knitting.
Like many knitters, I have a lot of projects on the needles. U.F.O.’s seem to breed in my knitting basket. I’ve been trying to be more disciplined about this, which means understanding why it’s happening in the first place.
The reason is simple. I get to some part of a knitting project that I find boring. It seems like work instead of fun. Feh. So, I start looking around at other patterns and yarns (in stash or not). Sooner or later, something will tempt me to cast on right this minute, and I surrender to temptation. Once the first project is at that ho-hum stage and has been put aside, chances of it getting picked up again become pretty slim. And so, the U.F.O.’s breed merrily away, languishing in the basket.
This is not unlike the process for a lot of aspiring writers. It’s pretty easy to be tempted to put a manuscript-in-process aside when you get to the tough part. Like knitting projects, ideas sound marvelous at first. They’re exciting and original and we writers can barely wait to begin. But at some point, every writing project starts to feel like work. The middle is tough to navigate, for example, or the revision process is hard. We each find a different part of the process of creating a book difficult, but when we reach our own dreaded bit, it’s easy to be seduce by another shiny new idea.
With writing, I’m always tempted by new story ideas when I’m writing the middle of a book. Somewhere between manuscript page 175 and 250 (of a 400 page or so ms) I will have a fabulous idea, one that I feel compelled to write, right this minute. I call these gremlins. They’re often not particularly good ideas. They’re just tempting glimmers. The thing is that if you surrender to your gremlin, putting book #1 aside to work on idea #2, it’s only a matter of time before gremlin #3 pops up to tempt you. You end up with a lot of unfinished book manuscripts, each of which is at some hard bit.
Kind of like a knitting basket overflowing with U.F.O.’s.
Either way, there’s not much finished work to show for your efforts. With knitting, there’s nothing to wear or give away. With writing, there’s nothing to sell or to publish. Oops. If your plan is to be a published author, that’s a problem.
(There’s another variable at work, too, but one that isn’t so easily solved. Why do I always take on such epic projects? This is another factor in the project boredom quotient, but one I still need to think about. The fact is that I do the same thing with my writing projects. Dragonfire was always intended to be a 13 book series. Maybe I just think big!)
Over the years, I’ve become pretty good at ignoring my writing gremlins, continuing through the tough bits to end up with finished books. I have discipline with my writing. With knitting, not so much. That’s what I’m trying to improve this year – my plan is to finish knitting projects, even when they get to the boring bits, to just continue knitting until each project is done.
When I was tempted by idea gremlins, I made a compromise – I would write down the idea on a slip of paper and put it in a file. (Some people use blank notebooks for this. I’ve done that too.) So the idea was recorded, and theoretically I could go back to it after the mip was done. Over time, I noticed that I never ever did this, and when I did, the tempting idea wasn’t so interesting after all. I stopped keeping those notes. But
I’m trying a similar process with the knitting, that of acknowledging the idea without investing much time in it. I’ve been putting patterns with yarn on the coffee table, as candidates for my next project. Of course, in the past week – because my current knitting project is at a boring bit – I’ve put about 15 potential projects out there. This is funny, as there’s no way I can knit that quickly. I’ll have 15 more ideas before even one of them is completed. Similarly, I have ideas faster than I can write books. I have multiple ideas per day, probably one workable idea each day. It takes somewhat longer to write a book!
I’ll probably put those potential knitting projects all away again soon, but the exercise seems to be helping with my discipline.
So, what have I been knitting that’s awakening the project gremlins? I’ll show you soon. Maybe that promise will motivate me to complete the 10,000 miles of applied I-cord. I like it a lot, but wow, I wish it was done already – the coffee table is really loaded down!
In the meantime, tell me where you get stuck – either with knitting projects or with writing projects. Are you bored by the plain bits or challenged by the complicated bits? How do you help yourself to be more disciplined and focussed?